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I got my sheet music for The Last 5 Years today.
HOLLLLLAAAHHHH!!!!!
Anyway. I called Kyle last night (like he asked me to), but he wasn't there. I'm hoping that he'll call me tonight, because I wanted to talk to him. Oh well. Shit happens.
I did some INTENSE singing today, for nearly 2 hours. It was a great time, but now I should give my vocals some rest. Tonight, some friends are coming over to work on Jazz Choir. Berkley is in a Week!!! YIKES!!!Current Mood:  anxious Current Music: God Only Knows |
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I haven't updated in a while.
This is the deal. I really liked this guy Billy for a while, and it seemed like we were hitting it off. To make a long story short, about a week ago I realized that anything happening between us was pretty much gone. I accepted it pretty quickly because I'm fairly stable emotionally. I was doing fine, I even saw him at RFA on Thursday and things were fine between us. Things seemed even better between us that night after we talked about how we felt our feelings had hindered and that we would be better off just being friends. I'm okay with that. I was friends with him long before I liked him. He's a great guy and I would never want to ruin that.
So, since I don't like to waste my time being miserable, I have been really strong through the whole situation. I don't mind that he's interested in another guy, I don't mind that I talk to the guy that he's interested in, I don't mind that I'm pretty much the reason they are talking; it really doesn't bother me.
So, I'm doing a great job just getting over it. I'm even trying to move on. I'm not in the "oh, well that one's done. Next!" attitude, but I've been trying to focus my attentions elsewhere. There is a new boy in the picture, and, though I don't know him very well, he seems like a pretty cool guy so far. We'll see what happens. So, everything is cool in Joe Land, until today.
Nothing MAJOR happened, though. It was just that, Billly showed up to the York County festival and I saw him. I was standing in the gym talking to Ms. Door and then I saw Billy walking down the gym towards me. If I could have had my way, I would have run up to him and given him a big hug and kiss and screamed his name with excitement. Obviously, I was better off not doing that. So I played it cool. I talked to him like it was no big deal, like things were fine between us. Things ARE fine between us. I just realized, seeing him again, that my like for him didn't just go away.
It's really not that huge of an issue. I don't dwell on things, so I can like Billy and still be around him without being upset and still be a perfectly happy person. The only problem is, I guess I like him more than I thought I did, and I guess it's not going to be as easy just moving on as I thought it would be.
Oh well, it'll all work out in the end. Love in Joe Land is far from over, and hopefully things will be progressing soon.
Thanks for reading.Current Music: The Last 5 Years |
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Tonight, the amazingly beautiful Margaret from Bonny Eagle is picking me up and then we are going to the Berwicks to go visit Jeni Boyd and some incredibly awesome friends from All-State/RFA. All I have to say is, I'm REALLY excited. I haven't seen Margaret since June about, and I haven't seen Kendra (with the exception of briefly at my Districts audition) since All-State last MAY! Even though I just say Jeni and Rachel yesterday, I'm still VERY excited to see them as well. It should be a really fun time! Jeni said that she doesn't think Billy is going because he has a show, but I guess that's okay. *inserts blah frown face here*
For those of you who wish to know and don't yet: Billy is a lovely boy that attends Noble High School. For those of you who also don't know--he's pretty much amazing and that's all you get to find out.
RFA was awesome on Thursday as well, by the way. Other than that, I have nothing major to update. Talk to you all tomorrow!
(One week until I go to NYC and have my ballroom comp at the MAC! For those of you who watched Dancing with the Stars LAST season, Charlotte Jorgensen, the professional dancer who competed with John O'Hurley will be one of the judges. THAT IS EXCITING!)
See you all soon!
(Kaylee: feel better. I heart your heart.)Current Mood:  excited Current Music: Always - Anthony Rapp |
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Quick update on recent events.
Saturday was Christmas Eve. I went to the mall with Kaylee. Some people may think I am crazy, but the mall wasn't busy at all. I was surprised. Kaylee was the one doing the shopping -- I was just there for support. I did pick up some last minute gifts though, so I was happy about that.
That night I went to my Memeres like I do every year. It was weird though. The mood was odd and people felt "off." It almost seemed like no one really wanted to be there, but I'm not exactly sure why. Christmas has been weird this year. Regardless, I got some pajama pants, a sweatshirt I need to return and a gift certificate to Borders.
Christmas Day was good. We didn't start opening presents until noon, and we finished around 2:00. I got some pretty nice stuff that I'm happy with: GC's, POTO OBC CD, Wicked Piano Book, Amelie the movie and some other nice stuff. It was a nice, stressfree Christmas. Afterwards, I ate with the family and watched Christmas themed shows/movies for the rest of the afternoon.
Today was, similarly, uneventful but nice. I woke up around 11:00 and then watched Angel until 2:00 with Amanda. She left, and Miranda picked me up. We had a nice time just driving around, catching up and hanging out like old times. We didn't actually do much, we just drove all the way to Falmouth, then all the way to Kennebunk and then back in to OOB. We also delivered a Christmas tree to Mr. Cassidy like we did last year. Now I'm home. I don't think I can go to Brittany's though she wants me to, but I would like to do something tonight. It's too early for me to call it a night.
Oh well. Peace to you all.Current Mood:  antsy Current Music: "Overture" - Phantom of the Opera |
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Last night I was up really late preparing presents for Brittany, Jenn & Becky. I continued that process this morning. I sort of waited until the last minute to get them anything, so I had to whip something up REALLY quickly, but I think everything worked out alright. Today, the three of those ladies came over to my house and we exchanged some gifts. Then we went to Wendy's and Wal*Mart, rocking out to RENT the entire way. It was a lot of fun.
I might go Christmas shopping with my brother later, even though I don't need to buy anything. Maybe I'll use that time to return some blank CD's I spent $40 on at Best Buy that I don't need anymore. Yes, that sounds like a good idea. Miranda and I still need to pick up a Charlie Brown Christmas Tree for Mr. Cassidy, but I don't know if we are going to be able to do that tonight.
Talked to Billy yesterday -- he told me had mono. That's a bummer; I was hoping I could go up to see him and the other awesome kids from Noble during vacation. I still really like him. Kendra made me feel better about the whole situation last night though. Thanks Kendra! I love you!
I'm going to go finish wrapping presents now. Peace out nig nogs.Current Mood: good Current Music: Just Some Guy - Anthony Rapp |
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Since I went to be so early last night, I woke up early this morning. I couldn't believe that on my first day of vacation I was showered and dressed by nearly 10:00. I was going shopping with my mom around 2:00, so I watched Phantom of the Opera in the living room next to my Christmas Tree. The last couple times I've watched POTO, it's been playing in the background while I do something else. This was the first time in a week or two that I've actually WATCHED it, and I'm seriously loving it.
Went shopping with my mom. I saw so many people there that I knew. Fortunately, the mall wasn't too bad. I ended up getting some presents for people, which makes me ALMOST done all of my Christmas shopping.
When I got home I watched Dark Shadows with my mom. It's very good.
Talked on AOL for a couple hours. Talked to Nelson for the first time in a very long time. It was fun. In the midst of talking with friends, I drew pretty much the most amazing picture on Paint of all time. This is it.
If that is not the greatest paint work ever done...I don't know what is.
That's all for now. Goodnight.
Dec. 23rd, 2005 @ 12:23 am
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...a bad cough.
I stayed home from school today. Though the one academic class I have on White Days wasn't doing anything academic, I still wanted to go to school. My mother didn't think I should. It was weird. I've skipped school for a lot less, yet this morning I wanted to go to school. I don't exactly know why. Either way, I didn't. I, instead, stayed home and watched Dark Shadows all morning. It was a good time. Here's the deal:
I've come down with a really bad cough. My throat is sore and it hurts to cough and sneeze. I don't like doing either. I've tried to drink things that will soothe my throat, but nothing is really doing the trick right now. I also have a runny/stuff nose. I'm hoping that all of this goes away by Christmas. I'd rather not be sick for the holidays.
I did get a little bit of Christmas joy today when Jenn and Brittany came over to deliver presents. Brittany got me the soundtrack for The Producers, which will hopefully rock as much as I expect it to. Jenn, being the creative girl that she is, wrapped up her rifle in various rainbow colored duct tape and gave it to me with a card saying "I hope you find as much as use in this as I did." I was very excited about my gifts.
That's all for now.
Oh -- by the way. The reason I decided to start a livejournal again is because I think it's important to document things. Since I'm way too lazy to hand write, this is the only way I could ever feel motivated enough to keep a journal of my things. This will also be a completely honest, no bars held journal. I find that the whole purpose of a journal is to finally let things out, and if I'm going to censor myself (as I have done on past livejournals) -- well I might as well not have one.
Either way, hopefully you're in for some fun reads.
Dec. 21st, 2005 @ 09:20 pm
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